GREED , SAINT , SIN , LUST

da`painful truth

Saturday, September 17, 2005, 3:20 AM

da painful truth begins here...
jus a word "yes" crashes my world into pieces!
my naive mind trusted you all along and now i knoe the truth lying beneath it,
im used by you.
ever since the day we met..
my life has been a total game
you don’t understand my feelings for you
it’s not just a little crush,
it’s love and obsession..
there’s not one day that goesthat I am not thinking about you
I try to end my love for you,
but it wont stop because of the memories from the past..

i alweas tot u're my onli one..
i alweas tot u're juz irreplacable until today ..
things werent be the same again...

nort forgotten..
i tried so hard to forget u..
but yur existance is juz too strong for mi to let go off..
because of you
i tried to act nothing had happen and move on..
because of you
i tried to forget you and start anew..
because of you
i tell myself everything wil be juz fine..
and because of you
i failed!~

upon wishing..you are back for real..
it seems like everything is back to normal again..
we're like our old tyms..
We cuddled and huggs, it felt so true
howeva..
the pain returns again..
fridae the sixteen -
yur one word hurts mi deeply..
i felt like a fool all along..
im juz blinded by you...
a million tears cried over you..
the hurt pierced my heart tt has ur name craved on it..
and i realised ; how much I LOVE YOU !!

sighing is wat im doing now..
writing tis dream fairytale of mine..
never wil i forget ; eventhough you are not true to mi..
i still wont hate you , but i shld thanx you for gifing mi such a wonderful fairytale..
no doubt is not foreva but at least you gif mi a chance...

waking up frm tis fairytale and tryin' moving on..
facing the cruel reality lyfe and walking wif the pain juz make mi felt so weak..
neber forget ur smile made mi stronger..
so smile alwaes..
not knowing how much longer does tis hurts gets but it wil neber be forgortten..

wif all my blessings..
wish u and her all the best..

0loveysweetypie


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da`painful truth da`painful truth Saturday, September 17, 2005, 3:20 AM da painful truth begins here... jus a word "yes" crashes my world into pieces! my naive mind trusted you all along and now i knoe the truth lying beneath it, *im used by you.* *ever since the day we met..* *my life has been a total game* *you don’t understand my feelings for you* *it’s not just a little crush,* *it’s love and obsession..* *there’s not one day that goesthat I am not thinking about you* *I try to end my love for you,* *but it wont stop because of the memories from the past..* i alweas tot u're my onli one.. i alweas tot u're juz irreplacable until today .. things werent be the same again... *nort forgotten..* i tried so hard to forget u.. but yur existance is juz too strong for mi to let go off.. because of you i tried to act nothing had happen and move on.. because of you i tried to forget you and start anew.. because of you i tell myself everything wil be juz fine.. and because of you i failed!~ upon wishing..you are back for real.. it seems like everything is back to normal again.. we're like our old tyms.. We cuddled and huggs, it felt so true howeva.. the pain returns again.. fridae the sixteen - yur one word hurts mi deeply.. i felt like a fool all along.. im juz blinded by you... a million tears cried over you.. the hurt pierced my heart tt has ur name craved on it.. and i realised ; how much I LOVE YOU !! sighing is wat im doing now.. writing tis dream fairytale of mine.. never wil i forget ; eventhough you are not true to mi.. i still wont hate you , but i shld thanx you for gifing mi such a wonderful fairytale.. no doubt is not foreva but at least you gif mi a chance... waking up frm tis fairytale and tryin' moving on.. facing the cruel reality lyfe and walking wif the pain juz make mi felt so weak.. neber forget ur smile made mi stronger.. so smile alwaes.. not knowing how much longer does tis hurts gets but it wil neber be forgortten.. wif all my blessings.. wish u and her all the best.. 0loveysweetypie