wAiting waitiNg wAiting...
wAiting waitiNg wAiting...
Friday, November 05, 2004, 5:49 AM

hAi.... 1 more day to go.. there goes my fate...
last nite.. i dreamt abt him with me like wat we used to be last nite.. hopefully.. we can get back together and be like last time...hopefully...

I feel my fate in what I cannot fear. I learn by going where I have to go."


Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together...





an0ther day f0r mi
an0ther day f0r mi
Thursday, November 04, 2004, 3:24 PM

iS an another day for mi... thinking abt him.. and after a night of stressing up all my frens thinking of solutions for my broken relationship.. i came to a solution tt i wil leave to fate on whether to break or hold on.. tt day wil be on fri 5/11... fate wil hold the decision on mine and his relationship..if fate wans mi to leave him...i will leave him... cas i don see any hope on our relationship when both party cannot cooperate..hai... but anyway.. i have to thanx banheng..shaheedah..shikin..engsing..hanchuan.. A BIG THANK U for helping mi to save this broken relationship...and so sori if i make yur brains crack...hee..but luckily i hav u all helping mi..supporting mi.. if not... i wil be crazy.. haha.. thanx!!>>fRen4evA<<





...i reAli miZ hiM...
...i reAli miZ hiM...
Wednesday, November 03, 2004, 12:00 PM


::iMizhim::I mak believe tt u are here its the only way i see clear wat hav i done u seem to move on easy>irealliscaredtoloseu<
fEeinG s0o biT_teR wHich nuM[b] aL mY fEeinGs iNsidE mY hEArt.. wHy muZ u tReat m[E] tiS wAy..
u broke my heart into 1000 pieces.U hurt me more than eva.U made mi cry 1000 tears but still i cant help but to love u
i Realli miZ u..thinking every nite and day hopefully to receive yur fone call.. yur sms.. or even to see u... i realli hope u wil not say the word "break"..and i realli don wan the day to come..im so sori for all the things i hav done tt make u so unhappy...
..fe3]iNg miSerAbe aNd biT_teR.. i rEalLi d0n kn0w wAt hApPened t0 uS..i d0n kn0w whY iT enD up liKe tT..u trEat mE so hoRriblE tT i cAnt tAke the bitter anYmoRe..it seems like we have lost the sense of trustness and the loving in our relationship..u don seem to care abt mi anymore even to the relationship...u mAke mE loSt mY senSes iN wAt am i SuppOse t0 d0 and handle tis probem...u made me so numb tt all i can do is to sit down and cry...i cAnt cAlm myself down as u have hurt mi deeply... we hav make a mess out of our relationship...and i realli wan to save this relationship as it took us 3 mths through thick and thins in our life...i hope u wil be with mi to pick up the pieces of hope for our relationship..
[[lovEu4eva]]