hai...
hai...
Sunday, January 16, 2005, 1:07 PM

juz come back home aft gng out sha...while walking home...saw so mani stars...soo0o nice... how i hope i can stay there and watch the star for the whole nite...so romantic...haha.. joking..stArs* stars* stars*sooo nice...
t0day take ne0print...hee...soo nice...i go scan next tym thasn show u...
hai...she*online..but as usual i wont talk to her* loh..don know why...like don wana be the first to talk to each other...maybe i hav give up liao ba...tts why i think is no point talking when shes not gng to hav a answer to it...
a gal whos life is filled wif broken dreams...





hopin' i could f0rgive and f0rget...
hopin' i could f0rgive and f0rget...
3:52 AM

sometyms i reali hate myself...last nite quarrel wif my mum...hai...
theres reali t00 much things f0r mi t0o handle
...
g0ing out wif sha later...hope it can brighten my m0od ...

i juz cant stop thinking abt how the way u treated mi...i juz cant...

which make mi so stressed up...

i reali don wish to go through tis kind of life which is full of painfulness ...

later going to bugis to buy bag...than can take neoprint neoprint neoprint...yeah man..!!soo long nv take liao...later can post post all idiotic post...haha...

i reali hate my life...it juz sux lky shit ...

a broken world

and has a

broken dreams...-:-

[my heart was taken by euu..broken by euu andnow it is in pieces all bcoz of euu]

-*stR)ess*-





living in a miserable life
living in a miserable life
Saturday, January 15, 2005, 8:36 AM

i juz don know wat to do...hai...now...suffering from the great depression of stress...haha...
hai all i can do is to force myself not to think or remb abt it loh...hai...sometyms think abt it oso make mi sick...think who the way it treat mi...juz make mi hate it until cannot hate liao...
sit beside firdaus nice nice sia..haha...he has 3 music speakers...haha...poor him...than i alweas tell him mii pr0b one...nice nice guy...haha...than we laugh laugh talk talk...laugh like crazy...than talk nonsense...haha...than we sing sing sing...
than on wed...help shikin on her duty rooaster....haha...nice sia...i do her class so nice...but for my class...hai...no comments..
[[..And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you..]]
xXx.....'i think of euu'.....xXx





...i dont wana know...
...i dont wana know...
Monday, January 10, 2005, 3:35 AM

hai*...is one of sundays again...s0o sian...i s0metyms reali hate sundays...cas so troublesome...so busi...so boring....havie to go out for lunch(busy..troublesome)...aft tt have tuition...(boring)..hai*...sick and tired of it man...
sometym my life reali sux lyk ass man...
~Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together,face it when fate tore u both apart.~
hai...muz we reali face it...i know we can change fate...but not everithing u wan to change.. can be change...like feelings...if one party doesnt hav anyfeelings for u...no matta h0w hard u try...u cant change theirs feelings...
now....im like in a lost world...don know where is my diractions to lead mi...wanting someone to help mi but .........hai*
i guess is i need tym to think and get used to the pain...than i can find my way out of tis world which is full of darkness and painfulness...
~tym wil not let some one forget the pain but it wil let someone get used to the pain~





-frustrated-
-frustrated-
Saturday, January 08, 2005, 5:36 PM

feeling so peranoid rite now...i don know why is everibody saying is my fault between mi and his realtionship...i oreadi hav enuff of it last 2 mths ago...and now here it comes again... let mi tell u guys...i cant take it anymore ...okie..so stop forcing mi...

u all are forcing mi to do alll the things...is like as if im the one who mess up tis relationship...

gosh!!!i cant stand it anymore...

sometyms..i realli hope u all can understand how i feel loh...and put yurself in my shoes can...

is oso veri painfull f0r mi..okie...u all are blaming all the faults on mi...wat did i do wrong man...is like as if i wan the relationship to happen like tis loh...hai*i don know wat to say ani further...

nvm...is over..i cant go back tym...

***sori to those who i throw my temper too***





hopes are all gone
hopes are all gone
8:58 AM

-late during first day of sch...wakao...*sway man*
dislike my f0rm tcher oso...lyk so wat lyk tt...
chemistry tcher..worst...so cart0on..waphang...
geo...hai...same tcher...somemore..than geo so difficult like siao loh...mapreading ...wakao...boring man...
poa..hmm..not bad la...funni sia...her name is mrs lai...and she say...
mrs lai don lie...ahaha...
e maths...aiyoh...so fierce...h0rrible...

n0w having s0 mani pr0blems tying my hair man...d0n kn0w wat hairstyle t0 tie 0s0...cas g0t sh0rt g0t long...
so heng sia...nv kena caught f0r having red hair..haha...
now...have to sit infront...wakao...ass man...hate sitting infront loh....t0opid seating arrangement tt tcher plan...ass man..

than beri day sit in front there and daydream..haha...
the w0rst is...i hate my chinese class...ahhh!!!i hate it man...i wan to change class man...cas if i stay any longer hor...i wil die man...walau...i think hor...they both is fated together man...ass man...argh...
i don knoe shld i forgive 0r forget..hai...today...we walk past each other but it seems like we don even know each other like tt...hai...i don know muz we carry on being like tis anot...

i dream highly of u and mi being together...
but...
wat i get in return is broken dreams..

all i can do everidae..~
is too think abt u..~
when i miss u...~
look at u..~
when i wan to see u..~

-*heArt pAin*-
a gal wif br0ken dreAmz