-frustrated-
Saturday, January 08, 2005, 5:36 PM
feeling so peranoid rite now...i don know why is everibody saying is my fault between mi and his realtionship...i oreadi hav enuff of it last 2 mths ago...and now here it comes again... let mi tell u guys...i cant take it anymore ...okie..so stop forcing mi...
u all are forcing mi to do alll the things...is like as if im the one who mess up tis relationship...
gosh!!!i cant stand it anymore...
sometyms..i realli hope u all can understand how i feel loh...and put yurself in my shoes can...
is oso veri painfull f0r mi..okie...u all are blaming all the faults on mi...wat did i do wrong man...is like as if i wan the relationship to happen like tis loh...hai*i don know wat to say ani further...
nvm...is over..i cant go back tym...
***sori to those who i throw my temper too***
hopes are all gone
hopes are all gone
8:58 AM
-late during first day of sch...wakao...*sway man*
dislike my f0rm tcher oso...lyk so wat lyk tt...
chemistry tcher..worst...so cart0on..waphang...
geo...hai...same tcher...somemore..than geo so difficult like siao loh...mapreading ...wakao...boring man...
poa..hmm..not bad la...funni sia...her name is mrs lai...and she say...mrs lai don lie...ahaha...
e maths...aiyoh...so fierce...h0rrible...
n0w having s0 mani pr0blems tying my hair man...d0n kn0w wat hairstyle t0 tie 0s0...cas g0t sh0rt g0t long...
so heng sia...nv kena caught f0r having red hair..haha...
now...have to sit infront...wakao...ass man...hate sitting infront loh....t0opid seating arrangement tt tcher plan...ass man..
than beri day sit in front there and daydream..haha...
the w0rst is...i hate my chinese class...ahhh!!!i hate it man...i wan to change class man...cas if i stay any longer hor...i wil die man...walau...i think hor...they both is fated together man...ass man...argh...
i don knoe shld i forgive 0r forget..hai...today...we walk past each other but it seems like we don even know each other like tt...hai...i don know muz we carry on being like tis anot...
i dream highly of u and mi being together...
but...
wat i get in return is broken dreams..
all i can do everidae..~
is too think abt u..~
when i miss u...~
look at u..~
when i wan to see u..~
-*heArt pAin*-
a gal wif br0ken dreAmz